The Downward Spiral.
I know I've been a bad Blogger lately. I have been depressed/overwhelmed/not feeling well over the past few weeks. Everything is happening at once and I don't know what to do. Crashing my car, worries at work, certainty that I failed the bar again, concerns regarding the quality (or lack thereof) of Daughter's schooling, financial concerns, health concerns... it feels like things are coming down on me at once, and I don't quite know how to handle it. More importantly, I'm super-depressed. It's hard to feel good when things are going bad. I want to know the magic way to feel happy no matter what is going on. Invincible love of life type thing. I'm feeling the heat, but there's no flame to enjoy.
Speaking of flame, I found Ex-Husband's MySpace page today. It's lame. A lame flame. That made me feel better for a second, but certainly didn't give me the *ooommmff* I need.
If anyone knows a good way to escape reality, please share. No acid recs though, that shit just has way too heavy a hangover.
Speaking of flame, I found Ex-Husband's MySpace page today. It's lame. A lame flame. That made me feel better for a second, but certainly didn't give me the *ooommmff* I need.
If anyone knows a good way to escape reality, please share. No acid recs though, that shit just has way too heavy a hangover.
posted by Lex Fori at
5:19 PM
6 Comments:
Hey... The Eagels song.. Get over it - listen to it - You know better than most (as my favorite saying goes) It could be worse. I know right now that it dosen't seem like it but just remember where you came from and where your headed - to a much better place than a lot of other people even if you didn't pass the bar this time, which by the way you did. So... listen to the song.
Love
Loony Tunes Aunt
ps - sorry that I couldn't help more
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Anonymous, at 11:31 AM
Eat an entire batch of cookies! Oh wait... I don't feel better after that either.
Staying up all night playing video games! No...that's no good because you'll be more weary from no sleep.
Spending all day watching TV! No, that just seems like a waste of time and life.
I got nothing. I just tried all of those and nothing happened. I feel gross.
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Arbusto, at 12:12 PM
One word....hope.
bf
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Anonymous, at 8:38 AM
Geez, I posted here earlier today, and it was posted! Now it is gone, - am I being censored?
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Crazy East Coast Uncle, at 3:05 PM
Nope - I don't censor. I don't even know how to ;)
CECU, Isn't this the 2nd time we've had problems with your comments not displaying? I dunno. Whatever it is, it's a Blogger issue, not Lex's version of the FCC. Try it again if you can.
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Lex Fori, at 3:39 PM
Lex,
The other day I found myself in a similar funk. I was buggin about money, bills, health....you know, the basics. Started feelin blue.
I picked up a magazine and found myself reading an article about women who have breast cancer, and how they remain positive, and fight.
It seems everytime I feel like life is too tough for my liking, I am reminded of how bad it could be.
Kinda weird.
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Anonymous, at 4:03 PM
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